Dear God,
I really grateful of what you gave to me lately..
I really glad you -finally- sent me someone that really fit me properly.
I do thanks to you for that..
He's all that i wanted, i searched for, and always need..
yess, he's not perfectly perfect, but nobody's perfect right? so i thank you for whatever he really is.
i'm not perfect too, God.. and I really wished he's fine with it.. and still love me for whatever i am.
I really want to starting to love him with all my soul till the last breath, God. so gave me a sign -one blinked eye- that He is THE One. The One for me, till the end of time and after.
please God, iI really like him ,you know..
and also Mom n Dad,

ps:
please let it be the last God, for the rest of our life..
psst, God.. let His family like me, like he likes me, yeaaaa.. pleeeaaase.... >.<



putriMaisa

picture taken here

Bryan Adams - I Finally Found Someone

I finally found someone, that knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one, that makes me feel complete

We started over coffee, we started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things, the best things begin

This time it's different,

Dah dah dah dah

It's all because of you,

Dah dah dah dah

It's better than it's ever been

'Cause we can talk it through

Oh, my favorite line was "Can I call you sometime?"
It's all you had to say

To take my breath away
This is it, oh, I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one, to be with every night

'Cause whatever I do,

It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone,

Oh, someone

I finally found someone,

Oh 

Did I keep you waiting,

I didn't mind

I apologize,

Baby, that's fine

I would wait forever

Just to know you were mine

You know I love your hair,

Are you sure it looks right?

I love what you wear,

Isn't it the time?

You're exceptional,

I can't wait for the rest of my life 
This is it, oh, I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one, to be with every night

'Cause whatever I do,

It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone,
Barbra:
Whatever I do,

It's just got to be you

My life has just begun
I finally found someone

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New-Update

jiaaaakk, dah lama nih gk posting lagi..
padahal udh berbagai kejadian dibelahan dunia bagian galau..*terpengaruh twitter-posted.
ngeniwei, new update nya adalah;
- makin enjoy aja dikantor, dengan segala keriwehan yg terjadi, segala lembur2 dg alasan pertemanan (setia kawan), dst,... tetaaap asikk :)
- makin mumang aja sama kampus, gak bisa lagi mengorganisir diri utk konsen kampus dan segala macam model tugas yg ampppooon deeh gk abis2nyaa..*belom miker tesis yea bo'...hhheeudeh..
- makin seru aja gahol sana sini, sosialisasi, bak tahanan yang menghirup udara bebas, kemana ja mah hayuuukks
- makin tenang dan damai dirumah, makin betah jugaa. gilee anak dara gk pernah lagi malas pulang, abis segala schedule temu sana, temu sini, langsung pulang.. ckckkk.. *alhamdulillah yaach.. :D
- daaan, yg terkini, terupdate, terbaru, ter-..? terseruuu dalam hari2 terakhir ini adalah lagi seru2nya berMLM-ria.. heeyy, gak bolee protes yaa.. ini bisnis seru kalo dijalankan dengan seru dan ditemani segerombolan si berat yang sangat amat seru, you know?!!!... *masa ni ya, ada yg bonus 2jt dalam 7bln, 20 jt dalam 1th, dan milyarder dalam 5 TAHUN ?!!!!... aneuk dara pih tijoh ibabah, hawa teuh..
gak percayaa?? checkidot di disini

tunggu aja tanggal main nyaa, 2-3 bulan kedepan aneuk dara posting perkembangannya, jangan kaget yeaa..
seriiuss iniii.. zumffaahh, ane zuzurr?!!!!...

ehm betewei, ini dia katalog terbaru MLM keren aneuk dara..

ini mah cover nya doank..
cover aja udh cantik yaaa.. mo liat isinyaa.. link aja disini
lengkaaapp banget laahh.. :D
klo mo tanya2 bin order hubungi aneuk dara disini yaa...*ya disiniii, di blog inii, hehe...
(di fb bolee, di chat jg bisssaa, di sms maaahh lebiiihh mantaabb, beeuh......)

oks, until the next posting.. hopefully SOON ^__^



putrimaisa

Get it Over, please..

Sabtu, 17.09.2011
after lunch hour, finally we met. me and Ao..
tujuan "pertemuan" ini adalah untuk meluruskan apapun yg belum ter-lurus-kan..
seperti kebiasan kami sebelumnya, pada saat ingin membicarakan hal2 serius nan privat, maka
tak ada lokasi pasti untuk duduk disuatu tempat, hanya melintasi jalan terpanjang yg bisa dilalui sejauh dan selama permasalahan masih dibahas. jalur bna-mdn adalah pilihan Ao.. menghindari tangkapan radar orang2 yang mungkin mengenalkan aku. nge-tem di Jantho for late lunch. *gk kuat kalee klo harus duduk sejam-an di motor, kuwet lah yaw.
pembicaraan dimulai dg ackward moment, but finally we got through it.
"every teardrop is a waterfall" moment lah..
then, he said the words.. "i guess, that's it yea, d' ? hope u'll find what u looking for.."
me said, "i hope u can stand up once more, and be whoever you are, ya b' "..
and so we over it dalam perjalanan menuju pulang,.. *relieving...fiiuh..
Good bye words can be said by smile and understanding feeling.
Alhamdulillah, it's over in peace.. *Although encok-pegel-linu sebodi-bodi but i can really smile this time.. :)


Senin, 19.09.2011
Ao made his Fb account.. he added me as his friend..
confirmed!..


Selasa. 20.09.2011
Ao posted messages,. replied few..


Rabu, 21.09.2011

Ao unpleased with my replied.. he posted on my wall..

*eeeerggh - words.. 

damned Ao.. could you please get over it!!!...
*cuy, i know u want to say " i told you so", but keep it to yourself. will ya?p-l-e-a-s-e.

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*sigh :(


putriMaisa

So, that's it.

http://www.bluquote.net/

so that's it.. i ended up my relathionship with Ao (Ayang Omay), the one and only person that stuck me in bna. harus diakhiri setelah berlangsung kurang lebih 8 thn lamanya. Dengan segala suka duka, ceria derita, susah senang, berdua.. Merajut mimpi bersama, walo tau pahit getir realita tak bisa terhindarkan. Maka, hari itu datang juga, hari dimana aku memilih untuk berhenti. hari dimana aku memantapkan hati untuk berpisah.
Its never been easy, even now when i posted this blog, it's been 3 months after. still it bites me in every part of  body and soul.
Pada saat aku mengatakan, "ini demi kebaikan kita berdua" mean really for the good sake of us, Ao. Demi aku yang sudah tak menginginkan hubungan ini lagi. Demi kamu yang sudah seharusnya mendapatkan yang lebih baik dariku dan lebih baik mengetahui kenyataan lebih cepat -bahwa aku tak menginginkan hubungan itu lagi.. Maka, keputusan itu dibuat. terpaksa dilakukan dengan cara terhalus yang mungkin bisa dilakukan.
Maaf bang, ternyata itu melukaimu lebih dalam dari yang aku prediksikan..
Cuma Maaf yang bisa diucapkan bang.. karena gak ada yang bisa menyembuhkan lukamu, selain dirimu sendiri.
Untuk segala perbuatanmu yang menyakitiku dengan segala cara yang terpikirkan oleh mu pasca keputusan, aku menerimanya.. aku memahaminya.. aku memakluminya.. sebagaimana selalu kulakukan padamu selama 8 thn terakhir ini.
Smoga pada limit tertinggi ku, toleranasi terbesarku, kamu sudah bisa kembali stabil dan menjalani kehidupanmu lagi..
I do wish the very best things for you abang.. the best things in the world and heaven..
You will always be My "Abang",... the first that i ever had.
the first that ever meant for me.. the first that called me "Adek".

still loving you..
Adek


PutriMaisa

Celine Dion - All By Myself lyrics

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone

putriMaisa

Snapshots..

Dear Blog.. and silent readers..
here are my life snapshots; from the latest happening news..
- Office, udh mulai ngantor lagi, walo belum pada riweh sama kerjaan tapi masih seru2an aja sama crews p2sp.
(thank God im in these component... :D )
- Kuliah baru mulai sekitar tgl 9 september, and udh mulai harus setor-setoran dana utk ekskursi yg HANYA 2 SKS ntu.... (rrrrrgghhhh....)
- Lebaran di kampung, like always, seruu ajaa.. gahol sana sini, sampe geumpang melewati jalan yg sangat amat mengerikaan.. (next chapter of this story yeaa)
- Puasa Ramadhan, amat sangat penuh cobaan. lahir bathin, luar dalam, jiwa raga, u named lah ya wak.. kumplit smua.. dan smoga saya diberikan ketabahan untuk selanjutnya... (pppfh)
- bad ended relationship with my Ex. because one and thousand reasons.. but, still want to have a good friendship-ness (ada gitu kata ini??.. :P )... so, dengan keberanian, keiklasan dan ketabahan hati melakukan approaches.. one of approaches just like this fwd; "Draft: I know we're over, still, I felt deeply sorry that it didn't work out between us. Sent: Mohon maaf lahir batin ya #RT-an Fanie Maulida." <--- did that, and bad replied.. yyeeuh, hek deeehh.. 
- ah, ya CASES - kasus yg "sesuatu" banget klo kata syahrini, melakukan tindakan yg amat sangat bodoh dan sedikit menyesalinya, melibatkan Dia yg seharusnya dijauhi, dengan susah payah diakhiri,... but still,.. that some people just cant have "No" for an answers.. for me, No is mean No.. got it?! (cukup deh yea sama case yg beginian...)


hmm, apa lagi yaa..
i guess, see ya later?? ..:)


ps:
kabel data x5 ntah dimana, padahal mo uplod poto2 lebaran..
eeeeugh... menyebalkan.. 




putriMaisa